Monday, July 27, 2009
Wad exactly is emotions? Why do we have emotions? Ppl sae we have emotions cause we are humans but.. where exactly is emotion? In the heart? Or maybe else where? When humans got dissected, there onli shows a big red organ named heart. But where is emotions? Cause I'm really wondering how do ppl have emotions, wad exactly made emotions? I feel like cutting off my emotions. Without emotions, i wun feel anything, good or bad. Ppl may sae its stupid, but that is if emotion can be cut. Therefore, ammesia is still the best way, to forget about everything, including emotions.

I noe I'm still immature, but I've working hard on controlling my emotions. Getting my stuff prioritise and not allow the emotion part of me to control my life. But its still kinda hard... I bearly able to control by telling myself to not care, constantly reminding myself to focus. But still... love is an emotion that is beyond my mental control....

Humans are so weak... I am so weak. I have no goal in life, i live for my frens and die for them.
Therefore, I refuse to extend my life span. Wads there to be afraid of dying?? Everyone have to die eventually. To me, being lonely is the real toture... alone in the whole life.

I dun wanna be a loner.

Shirayuki @ 4:59 AM.

Name : Yanxi
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